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12:01am 01/04/2003
 
mood: accomplished
This is your friendly neighbourhood alien writing. n_n

We regret to inform you that the owner of this livejournal has been abducted for research purpose. As intelligent species residing on earth, we are curious to know how brain waves function and operate without a physical body. No, we are not interested in disguising ourselves as rock rocks in the near future, nor are we interested in the arts of possessing unfortunate human.

In approximately 23 hours, 23 minutes and 23 seconds, this livejournal will send viruses to every reader who has commented before. After the mission is completed, it will self-destroy itself to avoid further complications.

Since we are peace-loving aliens and will like to give fair warnings before attacking, this is the last chance for you to backup your work and flee to the safety of the next terminal.
 
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I shall be back ...   
10:31pm 16/03/2003
 
mood: blank
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no, I still haven't found Eiri-kun @_@   
01:45pm 08/03/2003
 
mood: crappy
Seguchi was very annoying lately. He flied himself back to New York while my spirit was taking a small break from controlling his body. It was very tiring and draining on my spiritual power when I had to be in control 24x7.

Before I realized anything was wrong, I was back to the graveyard, where my body was buried underneath the soil.

Needless to say, it was shocking to see your own grave with a pair of living eyes. I blacked out for a while again. @_@

After I regained conscience and control, I found out that some of his credit cards didn't work anymore. @_@ I called the card center and they said his wife in Japan had cancelled them on his behalf.

What the devil is going on?
 
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Happy 24-th birthday to my Eiri-kun!   
10:31pm 23/02/2003
 
mood: disappointed
I got to Canada safely. @_@ I didn't see any moose on the streets, though I did see some random squirrels and deer running around.



I bought this cake because I hope it might bring me good luck in finding him, but I ended up stuffing it all down Seguchi's throat all by myself. Speaking of Seguchi, he has been restless lately. I just need to oppress him more, that is all.

Maybe I should bring him to a strip bar in the city and it might shock him into obedience. Yes, that is what I am going to do. @_@ Besides, I can drink my sorrow away there for not finding my Eiri-kun in time to wish him a happy birthday.
 
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01:52am 22/02/2003
 
mood: determined
Another kindred spirit has told me that Eiri-kun is currently having fun building snowmen in Canada.

@___@

I have never been to Canada before, even back when I was still living in New York!

I heard that there are moose running around on the main road, even in the cities, and they are like EVERYWHERE!

But I will do anything for my Eiri-kun. @_@

Maybe I should purchase a spacesuit just in case, because I should not damage my current body more than I should.

OOC: I hope everyone learns by now that you take NOTHING written in this livejounral seriously. They're all jokes, as silly and cracked as some of them can be. Yes, I'm a Canadian. :P *waves little Eiri/Shuichi fangirl flag around*

So take them into consideration when you comment, thank you. ^_^
 
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where are thee, my love?   
07:53pm 17/02/2003
 
mood: distressed
I cannot find Eiri-kun anywhere. @_@

Is he buried under the huge pile of snow?

Has he been eaten by the bears?

Or has he been abducted by the aliens?

Eiri-kun!
 
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11:04pm 02/02/2003
 
mood: ecstatic
A little bird told me where Eiri-kun had gone with the pink-haired kid. n_n

YES!

America, here I come back to your motherly embrace!
 
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08:39pm 24/01/2003
 
mood: crazy
Eiri-kun bit me! I cannot believe it!

He is such a wild boy. I like. n_n

He completely did not act like his usual cool self either. I think jeans and t-shirt look very nice on his lean body.

But why did he act like I am a psycho?

Ryuichi was extremely upset too. I have no idea he is after Eiri-kun too. Why, my boy is so popular. I am proud. n_n

I saw Yoshiki talking to my "wife" the other day outside of my office through my spy-camera close-circuited TV. Supicious ... @_@
 
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02:07pm 22/01/2003
 
mood: excited
I missed Eiri-kun. I called him several times but he never answers his phone anymore.

What's irritating is that the pinkhead kid isn't around in the company either. Have they eloped together? How dare they! @.@ He is gone the moment when I have the authority to do as I please with him too. So I fired his sister instead.

Yoshiki has been most helpful to me to stop my "wife" from getting at me. I don't know how else I can thank her, so I gave her a 500% wage increase.

This is nothing wrong to use your power properly when you are given the opportunity, right?

...

Must sign off now! I just saw Eiri-kun walked into the N-G Building from my close-circuited TV! How cute, he has come to visit me after all. Must meet him now so bye. n_n
 
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It is indeed a small world ...   
12:31pm 17/01/2003
 
mood: nervous
The past few days have been chaotic. In order not to blow my cover up, I have to go to work everyday at 8 a.m. and stay at the studio till 8 p.m like the workaholics that Seguchi is supposed to be famous for.

That could be a welcome move, considering I would like to spend as little time at "home" with my wife, baby boy and my cat as ghostly possible. They gave me hell, simple as that. However, staying at the company is almost as painful, if not more so, than staying with my "family."

I have the pleasure to meet the two cute boys (I learned that their names are Ryuichi and Suguru) that I molestedadmired before at N-G again. One of them is supposed to be my long-time bandmate, the other my cousin, so they know Seguchi VERY well. I was fine with Seguchi's established authority in the company as the CEO, until both of them ask me advice on some song making business.

At the same time.

And they insist that I should play keyboard for them for demonstration purpose.

@.@

Since I knew absolutely NOTHING about music, that was a bit problematic. I escaped the situation by throwing a coughing fit and pretending I have choked on something. But I think they got a little bit suspicious.

I have sent Yoshiki another e-mail, in Seguchi Tohma's name, and asked her to be my personal assistant today. I need my REAL family in crisis like this.

I want to see my Eiri-kun again, but it seems like he is avoiding me. I wonder if that has anything to do with my conversation with him the other night?

I even write like Seguchi now, with all the formality and big words. His personality is rubbing into me. Oh my devil. n_n
 
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04:02pm 14/01/2003
 
mood: shocked
I have decided that keeping my identity secret might be the best way to approach Eiri-kun and gain his trust.

So I went to Seguchi's house after I had a late night chat with Eiri-kun.

That Mika woman is scary. She might look a lot like Eiri-kun when she tied up her hair, but I refuse to sleep in the same room with her from now on.

Generally, I prefer to be the molester instead of the molestee. I certainly don't appreciate to be bounded up when I am asleep. Aw. My body hurts.

I think I should crash at the N-G stereo tonight.
 
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04:12pm 13/01/2003
 
mood: rejuvenated
Just when I thought I had hit the low point of my afterlife, a little fish came to my rescue and turned the net around.

A little blond fish called Seguchi Tohma.

Yes, I hate his guts, but who will say no to a living body when he offered himself so willingly?

He was alone when he came by to check things out in Eiri-kun's old apartment. When he was examining the abandoned TV set, I took the opportunity to take control of his body.

Do you know how wonderful it is to actually type this entry with real HANDS? I feel almost alive again.

Speaking of hands, why would Seguchi wear a pair of black leather gloves when it isn't that cold outside? This guy has absolutely outrageous fashion sense. I feel ashamed to walk around in a bowler hat.

Let me use his credit cards to buy myself some jeans and T-shirts now. I cannot see Eiri-kun again in circus clothes.

I am the luckiest ghost a-dead on earth!
 
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He left me behind ...   
06:09am 13/01/2003
 
mood: hurt, shocked, and angry
I was worried about his safety. I thought there might be some reasons for his delay to return. But no, he only decided to move away with his so-called lover without informing me.

That ungrateful boy betrayed me again.

He sent some workers to pick up his belongings yesterday. They packed everything but the TV set. He left me behind. He abandoned me in the dark, deserted apartment.

The Uesugi kid will pay for his disobedience dearly. Oh yes, I will make sure he does pay for everything. Everything I went through. Everything!

It is time to talk to Yoshiki again.
 
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03:21pm 07/01/2003
 
mood: worried
Where is Eiri-kun? Where did he go? Is he okay?

He left the apartment early this morning, and he hadn't come back yet. Usually he would not go out for such a long time.

I hate my cursed existence. I cannot even go out to check on him.

... it is not a good thing for me to destroy his belongings inside his apartment when he is away. Even though I am upset and worried.

Still debating ...
 
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I'm avoiding him ...   
06:10am 06/01/2003
 
mood: split
It might be better if I leave him alone.
I am different.
He is different.
We are not the same.
Maybe there is no "we" anymore.

***

But Eiri-kun still loves me, right?
He is most happy with me. His smiles are genuine.
His love for me is real. I can believe in him.
He does not want me to leave.
He cries when I am not with him.
I don't want Eiri-kun to cry.
A smile face suits him the best.

***

But Yoshiki said sometimes it is okay to leave the one you love.
She said it is for our own good.
I hate that woman. She ruined me. She ruined us.
Yoshiki looked so different.
Eiri-kun looked so different.
I can't touch him.
He can't reach me.
Can we still be together?

***

Where are you?
Where can I find you?
Why can't you hear my voice anymore?
Why don't you smile for me anymore?
Why do you move on without me?
It's not fair.
It wasn't fair.
It will not be fair.
There is no fairness in this world.
Only power.

***

He screams that boy's name during his sleep.
Oh. Again.
...
No!
Eiri-kun is mine.
He is mine alone.
He belongs to me.

***

He cries.
He cried.
I laughed.
I cry.
And there is ... emptiness.
Behold, void.

***

He is waiting for him outside.
Should I let him go?

***

That boy sneaked into the apartment again.
He watched Eiri-kun sleep in silence.
I watched them from darkness.
He crept away again, without leaving a trace behind.

***

The boy smiles like the old Eiri-kun.
Yuki. Yuki. Yuki.
Who is the real Yuki now?
 
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Happy New Year. @_@   
06:54am 01/01/2003
 
mood: restless
Of course, change of season or year means nothing to me anymore. Nine years might seem like a long time for the living, but it is no more than an eyeblink for those who are forever trapped in afterlife. Many people seem to think that breathing is a curse - but let me tell you, death is definitely not an end. No, not an end at all.

I live when you remember me and cannot let go of my memory. You keep me alive in your heart. I am only here because you want me here, Eiri-kun. Ghosts always come back for a purpose.

...

Our dinner with Yoshiki did not go particularly well yesterday.

My little sibling changes so much over the years; now that I have a good chance to really look at her, she is not like what I remember at all. No matter how hard I try, I cannot find any trace of that child I remember in her confident face. For starter, she was a he before. I could never forget how tiny and helpless he was when our mother abandoned him. With my poor salary and heavy student loan to pay off, I could not afford a babysitter when I was away to tutor Eiri-kun. Yoshiki had to stay home alone all the time. He always cling to his teddy like a secure blanket and waited for me to return, never crying once. It had never crossed my mind before, but how did he survive when I was gone? He was only a child.

I could tell she was not comfortable about talking to me on the TV screen. (well, that is the best I could manage without a physical body) But what she said make me ponder.

...

Eiri-kun finally fell asleep two hours ago despite my explicit instruction for him to stay awake. He is human, after all.

His sleeping face is the same as before, yet he looks so ... different.

I wonder ...
 
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09:31pm 30/12/2002
 
mood: frustrated
There is too much junk in the apartment. Comics books and trashy music CDs only serve to pollute the cultural atmosphere in our home. I think our pottery makes a better decoration than some weird-looking stuffed animal that looks neither like a bear nor a bunny (what the hell is it?).

When is a better time to clear out garbage than end of year anyway?

Eiri-kun seems almost too eager to comply with my wishes today. There have to be some reasons for his sudden change of attitude - why, he wouldn't even listen to me when I told him NOT to open the door for that bitch! Although she is Eiri-kun's older sister, I have no more fondness for her in my heart than that annoying bubblegumhead. Anyone who would sink as low as marrying Seguchi and giving birth to his dirty bloodline is of course, up to no good.

Despite all the unpleasant events lately, my mood is slightly lift when Yoshiki agrees to have dinner with us tomorrow evening. Eiri-kun should associate himself more with proper family members like my younger sibling than his own from now on.

Ugh. He is staring at a lighter idly when he is supposed to be cleaning! Look how messy his life becomes if I do not take proper care of him all the time!

...

Something is definitely not right. He does not answer to my calling.

I think I will go check out his livejournal right now. He might have written something that I should be aware of.

...

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There is too much junk in the apartment. Comics books and trashy music CDs only serve to pollute the cultural atmosphere in our home. I think our pottery makes a better decoration than some weird-looking stuffed animal that looks neither like a bear nor a bunny (what the hell is it?).

When is a better time to clear out garbage than end of year anyway?

Eiri-kun seems almost too eager to comply with my wishes today. There have to be some reasons for his sudden change of attitude - why, he wouldn't even listen to me when I told him NOT to open the door for that bitch! Although she is Eiri-kun's older sister, I have no more fondness for her in my heart than that annoying bubblegumhead. Anyone who would sink as low as marrying Seguchi and giving birth to his dirty bloodline is of course, up to no good.

Despite all the unpleasant events lately, my mood is slightly lift when Yoshiki agrees to have dinner with us tomorrow evening. Eiri-kun should associate himself more with proper family members like my younger sibling than his own from now on.

Ugh. He is staring at a lighter idly when he is supposed to be cleaning! Look how messy his life becomes if I do not take proper care of him all the time!

...

Something is definitely not right. He does not answer to my calling.

I think I will go check out his livejournal right now. He might have written something that I should be aware of.

...

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Guess someone will not be sleeping tonight, or any nights hereafter then ...
 
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under mountain gaze ...   
02:03pm 26/12/2002
 
mood: uncomfortable
Oh, my love, my darling
I've hungered for your touch
A long, lonely time.
Time goes by so slowly,
And time can do so much,
Are you still mine?
I need your love,
I need your love,
God speed your love to me!


We made some pottery today while we watched the movie Ghost together.

It is no longer safe for Eiri-kun to go outside alone anymore. Bubblegum head is bitter - doesn't he know when to give up already? I mean, Eiri-kun is finally happy with me, and he loves me very much. He should just listen to me and me alone ... I know what is best for Eiri-kun. He doesn't need anyone else. My company is enough for him.

I think it is about time for Eiri-kun to change locks and telephone number. I am sure he will agree with me. I have his best interest at heart. I told him to discard the synthesizer, seeing that it will only bring back unwanted memories.

How come I get this weird feeling that we are being watched?
 
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A very merry christmas indeed.   
12:27am 25/12/2002
 
mood: content
The relationship between Eiri-kun and myself finally turns out the way it should have been, had I not been killed by him accidentally almost a decade ago. His identity as Yuki Eiri had been nothing but a mistake from the start. I only correct what I did wrong before. Now we are finally happily together again.

I gave him some suggestion about writing the other day. He blushed when I pointed his careless mistakes out to him - he was so cute when he was unsure of himself. Then he and I snuggled and watched TV together. (not literally, but since I still reside in the TV set, that should be close enough for us, for now)

That should be the way how he leads his life: happy, contended and guilt-free. His conscience of killing me had shattered his world. So he should just forget everything, and start a brand new life with me again, now that I am back. He did not remember anything about that fateful night in New York, or any events afterwards. I rescued him from the painful memories.

Like I repeated so many times before, I want nothing but happiness for my Eiri-kun. And I have succeeded eventually.

I had him thrown the pinkhead punk away from the apartment. I told him to unplug the telephone cord from the wall after the fifth call from his sister. A most annoying and persistent woman, that she is. When Seguchi came over to the door to bother us, we pretended that we were not home. We are quite happy in our own world, thank you very much.

Eiri-kun and I do not need anyone to meddle in our business. Soon he will join me in eternity. Isn't it beautiful?
 
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one word ...   
07:08pm 22/12/2002
 
mood: happy
SUCCESS!!!
 
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